Monday, November 29, 2010
2010 is coming to an end.
what a year it has been.
up until today, 29/11/2010,
it has for the most part been a horrible year.
urban legend says whoever u kiss on new years'
u will be with for the rest of the year.
i guess whoever breaks ur heart on new years'
will break ur heart for the rest of the year?
lol. not really true for me,
but true for the beginning half of this year.
im sorry im being kinda honest. heh
after that suddenly my year became packed.
karate gave me muscles (oh yeah babeh)
piano exams gave me pimples.
floorball made my heart pound.
i actually kinda like it a lot. i MISS FLOORBALL...sigh.
captain ball?
ah. all-girls' team announcement was kinda letdown
but the actual competition was like adrenaline high. lol
worship retreat. about-turned my life.
i think i've gotten more serious?
i wanted to be "...in so deep i can't reach the bottom..." with God
by the end of this year
but am i yet?
i dunno.
depression nearly, very very nearly took hold of me.
thank God i have awesome people around me.
struggled with relationships with people around me.
lost some,
gained some.
wrestled like mad to make sure some remained.
then the king and i play.
sigh. this is one of my better memories.
loads of fun we all had i must say.
if i didn't know my ministry in life is to go teach
i would have joined the theatre C:
nostalgia hits me time and time again...
when marilyn left firebrands i was like...downed.
i miss her!
girl hormones are strange things.
there was once in class when suddenly 4 different
let me repeat, FOUR DIFFERENT,
guys looked attractive to me.
really. they were so not alike
i'm astounded at myself now. lol
tuition!
never thought i would like going to tuition ever
but my tutors are awesome.
imma miss them when i finish! boohoooooo...
then...lyn si just up and left me.
i feel all guilty and crap.
i didnt visit u enough i know.
i didnt pray hard enough.
i didnt share my God with u enough.
are u looking down from heaven?
or shouting at me wondering why i didnt tell u earlier about the consequences of not believing in Jesus?
hang it all. ugh.
and of course. the highlight of my year,
STPM.
still have more than enough papers to get through.
now am just waiting for youth camp
and christmas.
two of my favourite things in a year.
i hope it doesnt disappoint like most things had.
peace out.
11:58 PM
