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JoyceL
six.nov.ninetyone
ex cgl-ian, penang
cHRisTiAn

fluffy, purple chicken living in a world of
pink donkeys,
orange cows,
green ducks
and dumb blonde sheep

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    <3 Loves
    purple
    cookies (and Cookie Monster!)
    sugar
    looking at/making beautiful things
    window shopping
    unique, one-of-a-kindshoes
    brown (i juz realised it lol)
    handbags
    accesories
    bananas with chocolate ice-cream cake
    coffee
    gifts
    listening to problems
    solving problems
    holidays-slash-festivals
    sentimental junk
    R&B, jazz, and ballad
    getting drumbeats
    right t a l k i n g
    reading love/adventure stories
    drawing little emo kids and squigglys
    tea with milk
    coffee without milk.
    victorian architecture
    open-plan design
    the smell of wood
    rough edged stonework
    abstract art
    middle easterners
    colourful designs
    simple, powerful statements
    one-liners
    witty humour
    confident people
    biker boys =DDD
    inspirational stories
    sensitive people
    making people happy
    unusual photography
    male jazz singers
    wild jasmine flowers
    stickers
    handmade art and craft
    flowers from my baby brother
    I-Love-You's from my family
    soft soft toys
    bodice-ripping novels
    japanese gardens
    water designs
    top-of-the-line technology
    cute animations
    the feel of new cloth
    arranging things
    my mummy's cooking
    hanging out at the poolside
    expensive silverware
    huge chandeliers
    drawing out of shape cartoons
    buying paintings
    decorating spaces
    re-reading letters/notes/messages
    crystal clear ice water
    watching nature documentaries
    Disney Channel
    daydreaming about unlikely events
    tasting food
    repairing broken stuff
    cheering for sports teams
    dreaming about hot guys =)



    XX Hates
    pink
    backstabbers
    proud people
    ungratefulness
    exams
    decision-making
    pumpkins.



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    aDeLeNe
    aNDrEw
    CaLEb
    cHaNThaNa
    ChARiS
    chAriSMa
    ChEryL
    DaNiEl tAn
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    DiXoN
    eULeNe
    EvOn
    eZeKieL
    hUi JeN
    iMiN
    JaMEs
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    JaNicE oOi
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    vAnNesSa KhOo
    vEnNeZiA
    ViViAn
    wEi LyNn
    WoAN ShiNg
    YaN-y
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    ziNg Wei


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    Wednesday, September 01, 2010
    i can't sleep.
    my mind is on overload.
    and i'm not even actively thinking.
    i think i have a cloud over my brain.
    seriously.
    i don't understand more than half of the things around me.
    i don't understand my school studies,
    i don't get sermons,
    i don't understand why my life is going this way.
    seriously.
    i get lost a lot.
    like...A LOT.

    there's nothing for me to live for.
    i don't want to go to school and waste time
    but i don't want to stay at home either.
    i don't even want to go out anywhere.
    facebook is boring.
    other than that there's not much to do online.
    msn is only fun when there's someone to talk to.
    tv shows repeat themselves.
    phone calls and msgs take up money.
    stories hold no flavour for me anymore.
    what's left, really.

    was reading ecclesiates.
    everything is meaningless.

    why do i have to study and do well?
    why??
    what is the point of making money if i don't need it in heaven?

    and to those who hope above hope that God is gonna call u to be rich and bless others
    keep on dreaming okay.
    i think He will only call humble ppl.
    those who really cannot get attached to money.

    what is the point of getting a career and house and nice car?
    security?
    aren't we supposed to find that in God??
    why should we search for our other half?
    how sure are we that it's even another half??
    what if we are actually a whole number
    and adding another whole number makes it double the problem?

    what is the point of emotions?
    anger and hurt and disappointment
    elation and surprise and pure joy?
    to add colour to our lives.
    we can't have all the brilliant reds
    and sunset oranges
    and sweet, happy yellows.
    we need the raging blues
    jealous greens
    and tumultuous purples to balance it out.

    why do we need smtg to hold on to in this life?
    why do we need security?
    isnt it obvious...
    looking at the evil that befalls a percentage of our human population
    without security,
    we may very well increase that percentage.

    and wow.
    i'm so so tired.
    really tired.
    i couldn't sleep last night.
    and just now.

    about 90% of the time
    i wish i wasn't me.
    11:49 PM