Friday, August 06, 2010
why is it so hard to give up this
but so easy to give up on my studies?
irony of life.
i try u know.
ive put all the things away
locked up the memories
but i cant let it go.
ARGHH. so frustrating
especially when i know im dancing with myself.
even with the knowledge that im embarrassing myself
i still put hope.
gah. im an idiot.
sorry God
i know You made all things good
but i must really be a mistake.
i knew this day would come.
God, save me from myself.
11:29 AM