Sunday, July 25, 2010
since its like past midnight
its obviously time for another emo emo post.
lol
body's been aching like mad the past week.
didnt really tell my parents
they kinda seem...uninterested? i dunno
just now theme night i was laying cloths on the floor
and my back hurt so much.
my neck feels like there's sharp pins poking every time i turn my head
my right arm muscle is strained and my collarbone throbs.
the area between my shoulder blades are sore all the time
my legs ache when i climb up the stairs. the stairs!
can u imagine??
i used to be able to sprint up my house steps 2 at a time.
my chest has an ouch. :(
i HATE crying.
so why do i feel like im gonna burst soon?
there's so many things building up in me
but i have no idea wat they are.
or maybe i just dont want to know what they are.
i need to step out,
step away
and step forward.
i need to put Him first.
i need to get it from my brain to my heart that im not the one he wants.
i want to eat western food. sigh
12:54 AM
